how's it going?

i have now trained three shifts and i'm exhausted. i also just took my test which included writing full descriptions of every single item on the menu. i have no idea how many i can miss, but i'm sure i'm grazing the bottom line, if not under it entirely. when i was taking the test i almost walked out, thinking "fuck this". but it had already cost me so much anticipatory anxiety. plus, my shrink would be dissappointed in me if i quit. so i go back in for the evening shift in an hour, where i will run someone's section, and then possibly be fired. wahoo.

but at least i get to wear my gaypron.